God or lack-thereof-God works in mysterious ways.. For those we've lost this year you will forever remain in our hearts.  See you all further down the river my friends..

It's easy to look up when your mind is in the gutter

Boy oh boy.. Didn't see any of this comin :)

But one thing is surely eternal It's condition of a man Who don't know where he is going Who don't know where does he stand

Life. Love. Stress. Setbacks. Anxiety. Silence. Time. Idealism. Realism. Depression. Serotonin. Unwarranted happiness. Caffeinated energy. Cannabis. Creativity. Alcohol. Stupidity. Friends. Lovers. Uncertainty.

Tomorrow I'll have been washed ashore here for a whole month.  Washing boats.  Thinking.  Planning my next move.  I've gotten a dozen emails from strangers who are worried about me, I'm fine.  Of course I'm fine.  I may be off the grid for a while but rest assured I'll be back in the world again.  Soon.  Perhaps alone.  We wanderers forever seeking the lonelier way..

Enter an apathetic writer whose head is too far in the clouds to find the right words to describe the beauty his travels have laid out.  Depression is a fucking asshole.  Oh yeah I went to Borneo.  Totally forgot.  Maybe a trip to Scotland soon.  Mexico?  Always knew something was waiting for me there.

I'm lost.  Sorry I'm not myself.  Coffee helps.  Don't wait too long.. I have wings waiting to lift me, almost strong enough.  I always loved this world.  Someone out there wants to fly with me.

:)

I feel better already 

Koh Phi Phi, Thailand

Koh Yao Noi, Thailand

Ayutthaya, Thailand