seratonin

i slept and i slept
and i knew that all i kept
were the signs and the times
i told everyone im fine
i remember feeling small
feeling nothing at all
understood what was good
like a curious kid should
i always felt small
summertime as a child
told my friends
hide and seek
i never thought they'd find me
prettyboy blues
and the ghosts that walk beside me
fireflies sparkle
first kiss
roller skating
spiders on the ceiling
i recall always hiding
and you cant hide your young times
trying to be first picked
told them i was fine
but i guess they always knew
packed up all my things
into a single bagged dream
ran away from everyone
and everything